i need you so much closer

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 17:50:27 GMT

www.livejournal.com/users/phonetapeboxx

ADD IT, I'M DELETING THIS ONE!!!

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 20:55:10 GMT

new livejournal.

comment to be added.
http://www.livejournal.com/users/phonetapeboxx/

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 04:26:13 GMT

CURRENT
1) current clothes:jamies pants, grey belt, socks, emery shirt and red, blue and green boxers
2) current mood: happy, joyous
3) current music: lamb of god, 11th hour
4) current taste: hershey kiss
5) current make-up: NONE
6) current hair:wet and dirty, i just got out of the shower
7) current smell: axe-phoenix
8) current thing i ought to be doing: talking to tasha
9) current desktop picture: meatwad jumpin around
10) current favorite artist: rocky votolato
11) current favorite group: lamb of god, pig destroyer, tegan and sara
12) current book: Muscle Cars
13) current cd in cd player: nothing.
14) current tape in vcr: 2 fast 2 furious is in my portable DVD player
15) current color of toenails: normal
16) current refreshment: Mountain Lighting.
17) current worry: school.
LAST PERSON
18) you touched: tasha
19) you talked to: my sister.
20) you hugged: tasha
21) you instant messaged: tasha.
22) you yelled at: my little brother and sister
23) you kissed: tasha martin!!
FAVORITE
24) foods: steak.
25) drink: vodka, mountain dew, monster.
26) color: white, black, brown
27) album: fall out boy, take this to your grave
28) shoes: american eagle
29) candy: almond hershey bars
30) animal: armadillo
31) television show: ATHF, the OC
32) song: mates of state-abercrombie, as i lay dying-distance is darkness
33) vegetable: spinach
34) fruit: banana and mango
35) cartoon: Aqua Teen Hunger Force.
ARE Y0U
36) understanding: yes
37) open-minded: yes
38) arrogant: i don't think i am.
39) insecure: sometimes
40) interesting: i guess?
41) easily amused: very
42) random: shyeah
43) hungry: mhm
44) friendly: yep
45) smart: im no genius, but im not forrest gump
46) moody: no, im relatively either happy or sad
47) childish: ehh
48) independent: i deal well alone.
49) healthy: yeahh
50) emotionally stable: nope.
51) shy: sometimes.
52) difficult: not really
53) bored easily: no.
54) messy: yes.
55) thirsty: very.
56) responsible: sometimes
57) obsessed: nope
58) angry: sometimes
59) sad: nope
60) happy: yes!
61) hyper: sometimes.
62) trusting: too much
63) talkative: mhm
WHO DO YOU WANT TO
64) kill: school, my neighbors
65) slap: b******
66) get high with: no one.
67) tickle: someone.
68) look like: ME.
69) talk to offline: tasha.
70) talk to online: tasha.
HAVE YOU EVER
71) been kissed: yes.
72) done drugs: no.
73) eaten an entire package of oreos: yes.
74) been on stage: yes.
75) dumped someone: yes.
76) gotten in a car accident: 2.
77) been in love: i am now.
FAVORITE
78) shampoo: none.
79) toothpaste: aquafresh.
80) soap: axe shower gel.
81) room in your house: living room where the fireplace is.
82) instrument: guitar and drums if i could play them
EITHER/OR
83) coffee or hot chocolate: coffee.
84) big or little: average.
85) lace or satin: cotton
86) new or old: old.
87) tom cruise or brad pitt: brad pitt.
88) vogue or cosmopolitan: people.
89) jeans or cords: jeans.
90) sweater or sweatshirt: hoodie
91) tshirt or tank top: tshirt
92) skirt or dress: neither
93) wool or cotton: cotton.
94) rose or lily: rose
95) oldies or pop: pop.
96) do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes.
97) do you have a best friend: not really.
IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU
98) cried: i think
99) helped someone: yes.
100) bought something: yes.
101) gotten sick: no.
102) gone to the movies: watched a movie.
103) gone out for dinner: no.
104) said "i love you.": mhm
105) written a real letter: no
106) moved on: no.
107) talked to an ex: yes.
108) missed an ex: no.
109) talked to someone you have a crush on: tasha
110) had a serious talk: mhm
111) missed someone: yes
112) hugged someone: yes.
113) fought with your parents: no
114) fought with a friend: no.
DO YOU
115) wear eye shadow: no
116) put on a "front": sometimes.
117) have a crush on someone: my girlfriend
118) eat with your mouth open: no, thats gross
119) if you got a tattoo, where would you get it: my bottom lip, or my neck
120) what color is your floor/carpet in your room: grey
121) what was the last cd you bought: fall out boy-from under the cork tree for tasha
122) how did you spend last summer: CHAINED DOWN.
123) when is the last time you showered: an hour ago.
124) are you lonely: nope
125) are you happy: yes
126) are you wearing pajamas: yeah.
127) are you talking to someone online: yes.
128) what is your astrological sign: gemini.
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Have you ever...

Hit someone forcefully: yes.
Seen "Are you Afraid of the Dark": yes.
Thrown anything at a moving car: yes.
Been in a fist fight: yes.
Laughed so hard you cried: yes.
Hit an animal in the road? yes.
Who do you sit with at lunch: me
Do you think Justin Timberlake is hot or not: no
Who gave you a Valentine card this year: rachel linneman
What color would you dye your hair: i don't know
Who are you closest friends: tasha, allyson
What is something you wish you could have that someone else has: a job.
Favorite TV show: Aqua Teen Hungerforce and the OC.
Make-up or none: none.
Do you believe we landed on the moon: now that you asked, not really
What song is stuck in your head: i dunno

Junk...
How old are you mentally: according to quizilla im 19
Describe yourself in 5 words: happy, scared,
Do you dream at night: yes.
Do you remember your dreams: yes.
Do you sleep with one pillow or two: 11
Do you like school: yeah, i like getting ass raped too.
Whats ur fave subject: lunch, and myspace
Do you have a best friend(s): nope
Do you have a religion: yeah
Do you practice it: i go to church but i don't sacrifice animals if thats what you're asking
Do you watch tons of tv: yeahh.
How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months: like 15 times.
Do you read magazines: mhm
Whats your fave band: nothin
Name 3 cds that youve bought in that last year: both of FOB's and senses fail
Do you wear makeup regularly: no.
Are you a saver or a spender: spender

More Junk...
Which 5 people do you trust and are open with the most:
1) tasha
2) allyson
3) jillian
4)
5)
Can you live without the microwave: probably
Who's phone number are you hoping to get: no one's.
Which guy/girl do you wish to be with RIGHT now: tasha or alex lefler
Would you rather eat sandwiches or pasta for the rest of your life: sandwitches.
Football or rugby: flag football.
What's something you ALWAYS have on you: penis.
What do you think of guys with nailpolishes: i dont care.
What's a happy memory of a time you've spent with the opposite/same: cuddling all night
What's the nicest thing any one has ever told you: i love you. or heres the rest of my food if you want it
What's your favorite fastfood restaurant: taco bell.
Favorite book: outsiders
More Junk...
Did you read Fear Street books: no.
How about Sweet Valley High: no.
Babysitter's club: no.
Goosebumps: wasn't allowed
Favorite show on nickelodeon (can be from the late 80's/early 90's when nick was good): arnold
Favorite cereal: fruity pebbles.
Favorite 80's television show: married with children.
Do you think the grinch movie starring jim carrey was a waste of money: i donlt know.
What do you want for your birthday this year: money
What movie could you watch a million times and never get tired of: anchorman
What movie do you hope you never see again: the excorcism of emily rose
What's the best restaurant you've ever eaten at: goldstar chili
What is the one thing in the world that just looking at it makes you vomit, or come close to it: someone getting their balls stepped on or a curb stomp
Do your clothes match: yeah
Did you have a bike with a banana seat: nope.
Could you ride it: mhm
Have you lived in the same house your entire life: no, 4 different ones
What was the last song you heard: i dont remember
Find anything good on sale lately: nope
If you won the lottery, what would you do: buy a sweet house, then a sweet car then sweet clothes
How old is your tomagotchi: it was like 23 then i dropped it and it broke.
Ever seen a Beatles film: yeah, it freaked me out
Happy with your life: most of the time
What are you going to go do now: nothing
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Spell your first name backwards: werdna
Story behind your myspace name: i'm a gladiator man
How old are you: 15
Where do you live: bethel.
DESCRIBE YOUR:
Wallet - white duct tape
Toothbrush - green and white.
Jewelry worn daily - nothing
Sunglasses- i dont look good in glasses.
Favorite shirt- plain black
CD in stereo right now- nothing
Piercings- nope
where are you sitting?: in my room.
Wishing- that everything would work out with my sisters love life
Wanting- tasha
After this - myspace
If you could get away with it and murder anyone who would it be? i dunno.
Persons you wish you could see right now- you
Something you're looking forward to in the coming week- the weekend.
The last thing you ate- chocolate
Something you are moderatly afraid of - girls
Do you like the taste of blood - no
Do you believe in love- yes.
Do you believe in soul mates - yes
Do you believe in love at first sight- yes.
Do you believe in God - yes
What is the longest you've ever stayed up? 4 days.
Who is someone that you really wish was still around? i dont know
RELATIONSHIPS:
Who are your best friends? no one.
Who is ur gf/bf? tasha
Are you shy around your crush? yes.
Do you know what it feels like to be in love? yes.
Would you sacrifice your favorite possession for your best friends? duh.
FASHION STUFF:
Where is your favorite place to shop? i dont know
Have any tattoos? not yet
Do you do drugs? no
What are you listening to right now? nothig
Who was the last person that called you? jillian
Where do you want to get married? in montana.
What would you change about yourself? nothing.
What are essentials in your life? air, food, sleep, computer.

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 19:44:02 GMT

lamb of god is probably my new favorite band.

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 15:48:50 GMT

1. Who's bed did you sleep in last night? mine

2. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? my green hoodie with a greay AC/DC shirt underneath it.

3. What color is your room? tan

4. Whos the last person you talked to on the phone? tasha.

5. How many people on your list do you know in real life? my livejournal list i know all but one, on my myspace list i know like, 150??

6. What are you listening to right now? tegan and sara

7. What are your nicknames? andygunth, aunt ruth, ange.

8. Who was your date to homecoming? didnt go

9. Do you have any pets? a cat and a dog.

10. What is your mom's middle name? beth

11. Most recent movie you watched? anchorman

12. Name three thing that you have with you at all time. wallet, chapstick, and my ween

13. What is the color of your bedsheets? i don't have bed sheets, just a futon mattress with a bunch of blankets.

14. Would you rather give or recieve a foot massage? i guess recieve if i had to.

15. Name a teacher you had the hots for: none of them.

16. How much cash do you have right now? 61 and like 30 in gift cards

17. Who is the fourth person you have on your recieved calls list? i don't have a cell phone

18. What is the main ring tone on your cellphone? ring ring ring

19. What is the last message you sent to someone say..? i, i really couldn't tell you. why you ask? because i don't know.

lol

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 02:08:41 GMT

let ME tell you a true story.

andrew and tasha are going back out.
yes, tasha made some huge mistakes and she regrets them all entirely.
tasha loves andrew with all of his heart and knows that andrew feels the same way.
tasha is going to make things perfect again.
andrew and tasha will become the cutest and happiest couple of '06.

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 02:40:33 GMT

so today, i was in the crawlspaace helping my dad do something, and i was propped up on my arms and then i had to lay down to grab something and i kind of laid down and there was a nail sticking straight up right? so then i hit it and it stuck about a half an inch into my hip area. so i sat back up and remember, im in a crawl space with insulation and rubble and fiberglass all around and i sat up and i looked at my hip, and it was just sticking there, so i pulled it out and i didn't bleed that bad until i touched it, then i started bleeding. so now i have a mark where there was a nail stuck into my side.

YEAH!

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 17:04:33 GMT

this probably made my life alot better

http://www.wimp.com/future/

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 15:47:52 GMT

i don't feel very good, but today seems like its going to be a good day.

i hope

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 05:09:16 GMT

im really fucking horny.

LAME

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 18:47:40 GMT

bye livejournal, bye aim, bye myspace.

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 17:19:35 GMT

this weekend is going to suck.

i need to get out of this house

so tell me if you want to hang out.

because i'll hang out with you.

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 06:25:18 GMT

Time started: 1:03

First Name: andrew

Sex: male

Birthday: may 21st 1990.

Siblings: sister amanda, sister abigail, brother alec.

Eye color: green

Shoe size: 11 1/2.

height: 5'11.

Innie or Outie: innie.

What are you wearing right now: i havent changed clothes for 2 days, green shoes, pants, underwear, belt, t shir, green hoodie.

Can you make a dollar in change right now: no.

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Favorites...
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Favorite place to shop: anywhere i can get good clothes

Favorite kind of pants: girl pants

Color: black and white

Number(s): 18, 5, 11,

Animal : snake

Drink: anything that will get me drunk

Fast-Food Place: taco bell

Month: june, september, and february

Movie: anchorman

Juice: orange

Breakfast: doughnuts.

Favorite cartoon character: meatwad.

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Have you ever...
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Given anyone a bath? my dog.

Smoked: once

Bungee jumped: no.

Made yourself throw-up: yep.

Gone skinny dipping: nope

Eaten a hot dog: hasnt everyone?

Put your tongue on a frozen pole: yes, and my freezer, and the car door, and a drain pipe.

Loved someone so much it made you cry? yes...

Broken a bone: noope.

Played truth or dare: oh yeah.

Been in a police car: yes.

Been on a plane: no.

Been in a sauna: yes.

Been in a hot tub: yes.

Swam in the ocean: yes.

Fallen asleep in school: well, i fall asleep at my school everynight.

Ran away? seriously considered it.

Broken someone's heart: yeah

Cried when someone died: yeah, my grandpa, but thats it..

Cried in school: well, my room?

Fallen off your chair: did it tonight

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?: i dunno, it was a concious decision but everytime the phone has rang i ran to the caller ID.

Fallen for one of your best friends?: yeahh.

made out with JUST a friend? yep.

Used someone? YES, once

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What is...
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Your good luck charm: i don't know, but i need one.

Your Favorite Song: suicide medicine

Stupidest thing you have ever done: i dont know, there's alot of them.

Last thing you said? i didnt talk much today, so i'm not too sure

What kind of shampoo do you use: whatever is in there

Best thing that has happened to you last year: tasha, vodka

Worst thing that has happened to you last year: nothing all that terrible happened lassst year

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Have you had.
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Chicken pox: i had tree little chicken pox on my arm

Sore Throat: i do now

Stitches: no way
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Do You...
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Believe in love at first sight: kind of, i believe in 'like' at first site.

Like picnics: i do, im going to someone on one when i get my license

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Would you/what is...
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Eat a live hamster for $1,000,000 dollars: i would eat 2 live hamsters for a million dollars.

If you were stuck on an island, what person would you want with you? tom delonge

Who was the last person that called you: jillian

Who was the last person you slow danced with: jamie at homecoming

What makes you laugh the most? me and how pathetic i am

What makes you smile? boobs

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Who is the last person...
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You yelled at: my sister for spilling pepsi on my $400 guitar and basically ruining it.

Who broke your heart?

Who told you they loved you: tasha.

Who is your loudest friend?: D
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Do you/Are You:
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Do you like filling these out: not really but no one is talking to me so i'm filling this out

Do you wear glasses or contacts: 20/20 bitch

Do you like yourself: not really, im basically a faggot

Do you get along with your family: i wish i could, they just hate me

Stolen anything over $50: no

Obsessive? need for speed

Compulsive: music.

Anorexic?: maybe,I havent eaten very much this week

Suicidal?: no
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This or That?
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Skiing or Boarding: sleeping

Fall or winter: fall

Silver or Gold: money

Diamonds or pearls: money.

Sunset or Sunrise: sunset and the night sky

Sprite or 7up? monster

Orange juice or apple juice: orange juice

Cats or dogs: cats

Coffee or tea: coffee.

Phone or in person: AIM!.

Are you oldest, middle, youngest or only child: im the middle ignored one.

Indoor or outdoor: im never outside, so indoor i guess

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Final questions
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How many people are you sending this to: 21, thats how many lj friends i have

What are you listening to right now? my cat making a weird itching noise

What did you do yesterday: sat at home, cried, went to my grandmas, came home, cried, watched anchorman, stayed up until 6, woke up at 10.

where do you want to get married? i don't really think i want to get married.

If you could change anything about yourself what would you change? that i was older.

Are you a good driver? i guess?

Are you a good Singer: no, and no one is ever going to hear me sing.

What do you dream about: i don't remember any of the happy ones

End Time: 1:25

hey lush, have fun, its the weekend.

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 06:00:40 GMT

happy happy happy

im a waste of breath, of space, of time.
mjjnkp9
mkmm
kmmij
iv9y
9njk

i wish you weren't worth the wait, becasue they are some things i'd like to
say to you.

becasue i dont think you know what you've been missin.

i will probably delete this entry in the morning, but whatever

just pick one and cut, it just doesnt matter, or did it ever?

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 15:13:58 GMT

i should probably quit making late night sad journal entries.

bored

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 03:21:38 GMT

i love anchorman
i love friends
i love mountain dew
i love my cat
i love dustin balzhiser
i love my grandma cappie
i love swimming
i love the old days at scallywag tag
i love brian morrow
i love alex york
i loved being little and not caring about anything
i love tasha
i love guitar
i love chapstick
i love television
i love kandas hall
i love burned cd's
i love lots of pillows
i love waking up next to the girl i love
i love cuddling all night
i love permanent markers
i love mark miller
i love paintball
i love michael menshouse
i love my sister
i love myspace
i love funny videos
i love skateboarding
i love playing shows
i love being in a band
i love when things are simple
i love my real friends
i love spending new years perfectly
i love blink 182
i love monster energy drinks
i love cowboy boots
i love god
i love loud music
i love summer
i love the OC
i love seinfeld
i love metal
i love chocolate
i love skate videos
i love will ferrell
i love mice
i love waking up at 4 in the afternoon
i love MAGGIE FUCKIN DAVIDSON
i love the smell of cigarette smoke
i love eating at mcdonalds
i love eastfork
i love grindcore
i love allyson duncun
i hate fayetteville though
i love being in love
i love working at dietz furniture
i love being happy
i love when everyone is happy
i love toothpaste

but most of all
i love you.

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 15:11:55 GMT

oh boy im tired.

my two uncles and my grandma came in from florida last night.

well, one of my uncles was like, playing slayer onn guitar and my other uncle was like, telling me abut when he's gone to a napalm death show and a carcass show, it was so cool.

lol.

(i love tasha)

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 21:12:21 GMT

1. Who was the first person u talked to in 06? tasha

2. The first person you hugged? tasha

3. The first person you called? uhm, i talked to allyson and kyle on the phone

4. The first person you texted? no cell phonneee

5. The first drink you drank? monster or vodka

6. The first person that called you? tasha?

7. The first person that texted you? no one

8. Who was the 1st person to hang up on you? no one

9. What was the first thing you watched on TV? mtv2

10. Who was the first person you thought of? tasha

11. What was the first thing you ate? combos, kit kat, beef jerky and a MDX

12. What were you wearing at midnight? two shirts, hoodie, jeans, socks, shoes

13. Who was the first person you kissed? TASHAAAAA

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 16:31:08 GMT

so so so
its 2006

big deal.

lol

me and tasha are wonderful
i am probably the happiest person alive when i am around her.

last night tasha and cole came over and we played games and stuff with my family, (i apologize tasha that they are insane) but anyways, it was all good.

:)

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 23:32:46 GMT

this week has just sucked

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 20:35:39 GMT

i need you so much closer

we can work through something like this.

i shouldn't worry.

i'm still upset, just trying to get past it, it happened, theres just nothing i can do to change it.

it makes me sick to think about.

and i really miss brian too.

i really miss alot of things.
:(

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 18:35:52 GMT

happy new years right?

:(

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 02:18:37 GMT

so I should probably make a real update right?
i thought so

today i woke up at 10
got dressed
went to church at 11:30, learned how to play flag football.
at one we went up to middle school and we had 9 people on our team, you have to at least have 8, the other teams had like, 20, 25 people. awesome. we sucked, lost first game, 50-9 then played again and lost 27-14 went to gold star, ate alot, came home, called tasha, got ready to go to the movies, got school done, then guess what!??! my parents changed their minds and i wasn't allowed!! isnt that great?!?! ughhh. so mad. so now i am doing school, in my room, on friday night, on 'christmas break' with no tasha. :'(

FAGGOT TREE
(pronounced faggotry)

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 01:40:43 GMT

home sucks

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 08:44:07 GMT

i hate being such a jealous stupid boyfriend

ADDITION:
my mom is crazy & i strongly dislike her 90 percent of the time.